考试周

最近两个礼拜都没UPDATE我的BLOG了，今天就写一些吧！！要不然就会生锈了，HA HA！！！这几个礼拜都在忙考试，每天读三个小时的书，不疯也剩半条命。。。。。。。。

虽然好像读很多，可是考到现在什么都好像够吃而已，PA 试卷一应该算OK吧 ， PA 2 格式没错，只是POINTS有没有中就不知道了！！！ Chemistry 试卷1 错八题 ， 原以为只会错4 题 ，后来错多一倍， 算了，试卷二，ESSAY 漏掉一些POINTS ， 不知道会怎样 ？ 物理试卷1 只是错5题 ， 有开心到，因为物理是我的死穴 ， 可是试卷2 ， 才要我的命 ， EQUATION写对了 ， 可是时间太短 ， 害我计算机乱乱按， 有几题就那么GG了。。。。。。

最不爽的是我去厕所太快也给人家怀疑！！！说我去作弊，也不看看我去的时间，我去都不到一分钟，看+背答案都超过一分钟 了！！！！！你不会做我不怪你 ，就是不要讲到我 ，如果还有下次，就让你知道死字怎么写！！！！

作弊，不可能

算了，为这种人动气不值得 ， 还是留点力气来读我的数学 ， 这科不可以GG ， 这是我第二喜欢的科目 ， 也希望这科考好一点 ，可以拉高整体的CGPA ， 我要的不多，就3.5以上 ， 要不让然很对不起自己 ，加油 ！！！！

下个礼拜二要去唱K ， 拜三要去看电影 ，拜四去打球 ，拜五，拜六和家人出去玩 ，好期待下个礼拜的到来 ， 我已经两个月没有出去了！！！！

最后，朋友们加油，最后两张试卷了，我们行的！！！！加油！！！

晴时多云偶阵雨

我想这句话最能描述我这个礼拜的心情写照吧 ！不想再去提起了，忘记或者是最佳的解决方法。。。。。。。想太多真的是我的致命伤吧？

算了，说些开心的，昨天再次和HENRY确定补习是否取消，他说没有，顿时吓到，因为上个礼拜他说取消，可是后来又没有。够乱的咯他，所以过后马上去通知别人。我通知人的方式很FORMAL么？为什么有人那么说呢？ 还好，通知全部人了，没有人怪我告诉他们错的消息。。

今天，YIK QI 要做SURVEY ，婚前性行为，你赞不赞同 ，有点难回答，后来还是回答赞同！做这样的题目就有点怪怪的感觉。还好，今天班上的气氛又回到以前那样了，就废废的 ， MUET的时候，SPEAKING ， 够难的咯，我的POINT ，还好够讲两分钟，希望拜二的题目不要那么那难,保佑，保佑 ！！！

第二次了，上PA补习，上到睡掉，还好如意叫醒我，所以说吗，中六的时间真的不够用，昨天，连续读两个INORGANIC CHEMISTRY 的 CHAPTER ，读了还要自己做SHORT NOTES ， 读到2点才睡，今天AMRAN上课又没有抄NOTES，就不小心睡掉 。 后来，才发现，也是有很多人倒下去，EC 的有几个人 ， HA HA ，好笑咯 ，那样子你都能睡 ， SSI 的更GENG ， 超多倒下去，难怪今天上课有那么一点点安静 ， 我的感觉是否坏掉了 ， 因为人家讲都没有什么安静到 ， HA HA 。。。。


考试越来越近，有点期待，是不是XIAO了我，可是又有点害怕，复习的引擎已启动 ， 可是功课还是很多，所以有时要会安排时间，在功课与复习之间做出调整 ，要不然肯定会忽略其中一项 。。。。。。。物理，还是对你没有兴趣，可是这个礼拜对你慢慢有点好感，希望不要败在你手上。。。。。。。。。

最后，希望大家都加油，还没开始复习的，快点复习，开始的，继续努力，大家一起加油吧！！！STPM ， 我一定能打败你的！！！！

我要自己加油！！！

Sadness

Tomorrow got a lot of things to do , so , today faster update my blog !!!! This is a busier week than before , the exam is coming nearer and nearer , but i only prepare chemistry ..... PA n math , only prepare little ....... Physic , sure gg one as i dont have much interest on this subject , did none revision on it .

This week , argue n quarrel with my parents for few times as they are not supporting me to choose wat i wan n let me chase my own dream . The reason they give me is that this society is very realistic , the most important thing is that you can find a job n you can feed yourself . The interest is at the second place ......... Damn sad when i heard this , quickly go up stair n hide myself inside my room ! My mum also realises that she said the wrong words n send a glass of milk to my room to signify her apologize !!!!

My ambition is to be a chemist or doing something about chemistry , but my parent said that it's better for me to enter KPLSPM to become a teacher if i wan to be a chemist .I know many people are facing the same problem like me , doing something that your parents ask u to do which they think is the best for u , but i dont wan this kind of lifestyle , everything is arranged nicely by your parents . Although they think that it is for your own good , i wan to chase my dream , flying in the sky i dreamed for !!!!

Chemist

Last time will select to study STPM is also forced by my parents , they wan me to think carefully wat i really wan rather than just simply send me to any college to study the courses which i not really interested to !!! Now , i come out a conclusion but they are opposing toward it . Last time , you are the one who ask me to think carefully but now i tell u my decision ,you are not agreed with me , then wat for u ask me to think ?

STPM is really very hard to study . The difficulty is that u dont have enough time to do either homework or revision . Everyday , reach home after 330 , tuesday , wednesday n friday got tuition , reach home already 730 . After taking the bath n having the dinner , 900 only can start to do the homework . Revision ? Everyday only can study a few pages . Thursday , when reach home , very sleepy as exhausted after 2 continuous days of tuition !!! Monday n weekend are the only time i can relax but sometime saturday got school replacement , going tuition straight away , reach home same time with Tuesday !!!! Monday n Sunday , i only can start to do my revision after finished my assignment or presentation !!!! How busy is my form 6 life ?

But , recently , my STPM life become more n more harder since i cannot manage my relationship with others NICELY ......... Everyday argue with people , n making myself to have fewer n fewer friends , without friends , how can i manage to finish my STPM journey by myself ? I also know this point but my brain now cannot control my action and feeling edi , sometimes , maybe , my friends are talking slightly louder , then i can scold them without any reason ........ So , i say the god is very fair one , he will not give u all the good things , you surely will not get some of them !!!!

At here , really wan to apologize to my friends who are being scolded by me without any reason n say thank you to whom willing to borrow his/her ears to me n can tolerate me for a long time .........

I promise , i will change myself , but it takes times , so I hope u guyz can help me to pass through this period , n dont leave me to continue my journey alone

SORRY N THANK YOU